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Raindrops (13 Going on 30/ Zanessa One shot) { Takeeitx's contest Entry)

I picked up my dream house and ran up to what used to be my room, no to what should be my room. I shouldn't be 30, I'm supposed to be a clueless 13 year old with her best friend Zac dancing to thriller in the basement. I lost seventeen years of my life that I'll never get back; seventeen years of my life that I was a bitch to everyone I cared about. I see what I did wrong, but I can't go back and fix it. I looked out my old window and saw Ashley walking towards Zac, both of them had a huge smile on their face. Zac and I locked eyes. He saw the tears flooding my eyes and pouring down my face, and I knew how much he hates when I cry, but I couldn't help it. He was getting married to someone else, someone that should be me, someone that if I could go back to my thirteenth birthday party would be me. I know that it'll never be me though. I'm not going to get a happily ever after, this is no Cinderella story. I ran to the basement unable to watch the event happening next-door. I locked myself in the closest, my make-up running down my cheeks in a complete mess. It didn't matter anymore, I lost my best friend, my one love, and I am the reason my job is going to crumble down. I kicked the walls of the closest letting old games crash down before me. Card and letters bunching together, but I didn't care no one could hear me anyway. My head spun and soon I couldn't take it anymore. The pain ate me up inside as I blacked out hitting the ground with a thud. Years have passed with no word from Zac. I wouldn't be surprised if he's made a happy family in the Windy City with the girl he loves, the girl that's not me. He had someone to hold every night while I'm left in my cold apartment alone, left to wonder the 'what ifs'. Poise became a thought of the past, all thanks to me. Seventeen years I can't remember. Seventeen years that's biting me in the ass every day. I found a job with a small newspaper as an editor, sure it wasn't as high paying as my Poise job but it paid the bills. I moved out of my old apartment after realizing it was putting me into det. My life is semi-happy. Sure I still dream about Zac every night and wish for a redo spell but I've made new friends. Friends I know that I can count on thick and thin. Friends that have my back and they know I have theirs too. I watched as the raindrops fell against my window. For some they find this depressing, sad, lonely. To me I find it calming. It reminds me my life could be worst. Tap.Tap Someone was knocking on my door. I look at the illuminated alarm clock. Why would someone be visiting me at such a late hour while it was raining? I shook my head and forced myself up from the seat beside the window and placed my feet on the cold wooden floor. I started unlocking the many locks on my door that kept me safe at night, and kept me hidden from the world when all looked dark. There he stood, roses in his hand. "Vanessa, I messed up. I shouldn't have married Ashley, she cheated on me but I see now who I truly have loved since we were kids." I just stand there my brain unable to register what was happening before me. There stood Zac Efron, my best friend and lover, before me drenched to the bone. But this wasn't how it was supposed to be, I wasn't meant to be his second choice, his fall back girl. I wanted to close the door in his face, yell at him how I've loved him for so long and it'd take more from him to get me back. But I was weak and I couldn't do it. Instead I let him walk into my apartment, I let him place the roses on my coffee table and I let him pull me into his warm embrace kissing me till my lips were sore. My name is Vanessa Hudgens, I don't remember 17 years of my life. I've gone 13 to 30. I'm not living a Cinderella story, but I've come pretty close. __ school starts tomorrow, well almost today, i can't post the rest of Mixed up Sonny Season 1 till this weekend, i'm sorry, i would have posted sooner but everything was acting weird on my computer